Time flies. Wow. Its mid july already. My faith graph has been an exponential graph. Fluctuating. Thank God for this family, cos i've grown. I have.

During the altar call today, i was prompted by the Lord to respond. But i only went after seeing audriz and cynthia go down the isle. I seem to have turned a deaf ear. I pray i wun harden my heart. Its scary. So subtle.

I cried during altar call. I reckon its the Holy Spirit. Melissa's every word stirred within me. God did a wonderful job. Praise Him.

I'll explain why her prayer was God speaking thru her. It dawned upon me that my "alter ego" surfaces when im in school. Im stressed out, things dun turn out rite, im negative and im not the salt and light God has called us to be.

God, i pray that u'll bond this family real strong so we can turn to each other for support and that i'll grow in u, and the fruits of the spirit.

Bless me with wisdom to discern and your compassion for the lost. To not give up on them. I know u've sent me to NYP for a reason. Give me a task that i can accomplish within my strength. My strength in You.